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I Thought this was so funny.
i fuckin' hate my job. its so hard to find coverage so in the end i have to go to work. shit!!
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[Friday
December 23rd, 2005 at
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Here is a picture of a fun ass night at my friends pool. That night was crazy good and bad. any if you dont know yes im a guy. im the one with the hat on if you still dont know the one with the whitebeater on.
Things are going so great right now. enjoy everything. Senior year is crazy. but im also getting scared. work is ok. theres this guy that comes in alot he works at Kuru Kuru sushi and i like him but i dont know if you swings that way hopefully he does. so my friends gave him the nickname "kurukuru" its so funny. everytime he comes in or whenever, they say it its crazy.
Winterball was crazy i'll post pics later. i was so drunk it was crazy. Hotel everything. This past wednesday had a christmas party with friends it was so chill i loved it. i was drinking wine and shit i was fucked up. i feel like a dumbass talking about how i drink and party like im trying to show off, but really im not. its just this is what me and my friends do. Bon Fire on tuesday from my close friend priss its her birthday. happy birthday girl. ive been hanging with the guys more often and its great. but im still one of the girls lol.
I finally told my best friend that im gay. it was under bad circumstances but at least i finally got it out. she kind of knew but waited for me to come to her and finally be comfortable with who i am. i feel like a better and different person. Everything that happened between me and her has been forgiven or forgotten. now its basically focusing on the present and future. a bond that just keeps getting stronger and stronger.
PS. "im not a alcoholic."
this is the first sign telling you that you are an alcoholic
lol
PS. im not flaming gay. im like you cant tell gay lol.
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[Sunday
November 27th, 2005 at
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Hey sorry i havent updated in awhile. anyway i hope that you all had a great Thanksgiving. My was ok i had to work till 4pm so it was ok because later i had a family thing at my uncles house which for once was ok.
At work christmas things are in and stocked its so fast. i cant even believe how fast this year is going by. OOo im on the winterball court for my school. which is shitty i hate it. Took pictures already for senior prom court (see how fast).
the picture at top it when a group of friends and i went out to eat and hang in town i know its so old.. not everyone in there tho. Im the one looking down. i look kind of mad. ahhh oh and that bitch next to me the one in the blue fucken piss me off but whatever im over it.
Im so happy because since school is ending very soon and everyones going to graduate and go to college my friends and i are coming closer than we ever thought we would i mean every week we have been going out and just having a great time. thats one of the reasons i havent blogged.
Anyway i'll post the rest of the pictures later. peace out wiggas.
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[Tuesday
November 1st, 2005 at
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Hey everyone i hope that you all had a great halloween. as for me... it was alright i had fun. like that day went by so fast it started right after school it was crazy. i was kind of upset about my outfit well it was so shitty and i felt so ugly i was mad. Anyway a group of friends and i went downtown to Waikiki 'the strip' it was fucken crazy down there. there were so many people it was fucken awesome. everyone look great. well i did get checked out by a couple of people so im happy about that oOo and also i got to spend halloween with the person i wanted too so it was alright not how i thought but all in all good. the only shitty thing was that i had school the next day. but fuck it! its halloween right.
Work.. i think im losing the passion i once had for the job. i mean i still have fun but its like the place sucks everything from me my kindness, charm, and happiness and thats sounds really bad. or maybe i need to get laid. lol.
*i need to start running again. .
i'll post pictures later.
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[Monday
October 17th, 2005 at
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heres a picture when we went to the beach. hawaii is so beautiful.
Anyway things are going good for me. i guess. I went to go cut my hair today well not really but just thin it out on the sides and this fucken lady who was like FOB didnt even do a good job i was so fucken mad. ahh. Anyway skip 3 and 5 period today my friends must be pissed anyway hanged with mae and sheelana today it was fun (like the old days)
Met a guy today he was fucken hot. smoken hot. Well He works at starbucks so hey we have something in common. he just came out side and started talking to me i was like wow well not out of the blue but i asked if he could work for me on saturday but he already works so whatever. anyway i felt bad because i felt like i totally blew him off because my friends kept talking to me and i kept trying to pay attention to him but FUCK. Anyway later i saw him at the mall so that was kind of weird hes like "im a stalker" lol whatever hope i see him again. he knows my friend jamie theres hope.
Were hanging out the weekend hopefully if i get off. i want to get crunk. huh lifes good right now.
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[Wednesday
October 12th, 2005 at
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i dont know why. anyway i went back to school today and i kind of enjoyed it in a weird way. all in all i had a relaxing day meaning i didnt work and plus i didnt have homework.
Period02 ihave buisness (which is one of my favorite teachers) didnt do much just talked the whole period and checking out the 'ta' just alittle. im so bad. but hey cant control the sex hormones. Period04 did work all period and talked alittle. my computers teacher is like a bitch but in a funny way i cant explain it but she just is. and lastly Period06 (english) we had a sub (thank god) but she was kind of bitchy. but hey cant help. Anyway in that class i have the most fun because all we do is fucken talk and in a weird way i feel like everybody likes my in that class like they all want to be around me its just weird i know i sound kind of 'self-centered' but im not really.
Anyway our homecoming is coming up and im all pumped up for it (really). hopefully i can get off. and then next week were suppose to hang and drink but i dont know about that yet.
peace out bitches ♥
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[Tuesday
October 4th, 2005 at
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Hey whats up bitches ♥.
Yesterday was one of the best days ever. me and a couple of friends hung out like all fucken night, it was crazy. First we had a study group at one of my friends houses because we have SAT's coming up and were all stressed out about that. Anyway after that (didnt learn anything) we headed out to eat SUBWAY i know right. anyway after we cruzed at my house for awhile.
later tracy (close friend) wanted to hang out more but her parents are totally anal. so she wanted to sneak out and she fucken did im so proud of her not for sneaky out but you know having that kind of courage and guts. you go girl. After another friend of mine sneak out FUCK! it was sneak out night. so we hang out with a group of friends then i waited for sheelana to finish work so that was about 12 ish so we hang out like all night so after everyone got tired so we all left.
later since tracy couldnt go home yet we chilled at my house. We fucken talked all night about things that we never knew about each other it was fucken great! some heartbreaking shit but it was awesome how we could both express our emotions like this (our friendship went great to fuck i cant even explain) i just feel like i just lifted a burden of my shoulders. went home about 4 in the morning.
When i woke up i felt like a new, refreshed person its a feeling i cant explain i feel more myself and ... happy.
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[Sunday
October 2nd, 2005 at
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Anyway today was so much fun. woke up so fucken late. later got a call from Jaz to see if i wanted to hang out tonight. well got ready and left. really ugly day today so fucken cold and rainy' anyway went to town center and met up with cassie them then saw Jake and mark then eventually saw tracy them. hanged out @ starbucks and had some 'coffee talk'.
my friend mae stopped by just to say hi and left to her boyfriends BBQ, i was suppose to go with her but didnt feel like it the weather was really bad. you could die bad. anyway when she came there was so much tension between her and my other close friend sheelana. anyway mae looked hot (so porno) then she left, later Jake and Fuji came and chilled with them for alittle. Jake didnt want to stay because of personal reason which we all no but wat ever.
we watched a movie (into the blue) Bree and john came late (as always). but let me tell you that movie is fucken HOT not that great but fucken hot. everyone in that movie (mostly) was hot. hot body. hot everything. Jessica Alba, Paul walker and the other two. whatever. anyway all i have to say is that after watching that movie it made me want to swim and not eat. lol.
Later driving home (around 1 in the morning) i was kind of stone ok ok like fucken stone outa hell kind. well i called lance and he knew that i was on something and we just talked i stay in my car parked out side my house (so alias, right) and just talked but i think he was getting annoyed because he was mad he didnt see me tonight. but sometimes i hate talking to him because all he wants is sex or something sexual. i hate it. but whatever im over it. anyway see yahll later. peace out bitches. ♥
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[Friday
September 30th, 2005 at
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i made one new icon of my fucken ♥ favorite singer christina aguilera. hope that you guys like. NO HOT LINKING bitches.
anyway went to circuit city the other day with some friends because i wanted to get the ipod thing for my car so i can listen to it on the radio or whatever. well i got it and its so fucken expensive. whatever im over it. Well @ first i was scared it wasnt going to work because i radio antenna is kind of fucked up. but it did. im so stoked about it.
i have to work today but im kind of looking forward to it. dont know why but yet im dissapointed because everyones calling me to go to the football game tonight but im not that much into sports unless my school is winning (is that bad) i know there must be some physiological term for it or something like "i only like things that are up top "high standards" or some bull crap like that but whatever at least i admit it.
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[Thursday
September 29th, 2005 at
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another boring day(s). anyway im on fall break already and its kind of boring not doing much. went out a couple of times but nothings happening much. one of my close friends went to new york (bitch i wish i went) and she comes back in a couple of days and thats when the fun starts. we promised to party it up when she comes back (what a good friend i am) anyway hanged out at town center the other day with cassie and tj saw couple of other friends there. just chilled until 6ish because i had to work and 7pm. peace out bitches. ohh My new word is "thats so porno!".
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